Fckin Life.. ZZ

Im just gonna be using black since im emo-ing now.. =.=

seriously.. anyone wants to change their lives with me for just one day??

let's see whether will u complain about ur life..

though i may not have a perfect life i've never once ever complain to this extend..

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C'mon any one?? just one day?!

It's so sad to come home to a retarded house that

whenever all 3 family members are home..

no one is ever happy.. NO ONE! 

the only time i'm truly happy is when i'm ALONE listening to

music.. not only KPOP.. but all genres of music

it sounds harsh but seriously..

i'm happiest when i'm alone.. when i talk to God ALONE..

happy when i'm with mom and my bestie KahYan..

nt happy at all other than that.. and i MEAN THAT

i wish my life was just like a fairy tale where ppl are so loving..

i HATE the fact that other ppl may not have as much

freedom as i do.. but live a happier life than me..

i HATE the fact that other parents control their children 

and YET they are leading a much happier life than me..

i also HATE the fact that my asshole brother 

earns so much money..

Is money really all that?! SO WHAT YOU FREAKIN EARN

RM4000 per month huh?! SO WHAT?

NO ONE IN YOUR WORK PLACE LIKES YOU CUZ OF UR FKIN

ATTITUDE THAT THINKS YOU'RE ALL THAT!

excuse me for the language..

but seriously.. have you ever thought that it's NOT YOU that

is great? but it's GOD's gift for you?

if it wasn't for all Mom's prayers.. HELLO

YOU'D BE BEGGIN AT THE ROAD BY NOW.. =.=

it's harsh to say that i know.. but i DONT FKIN CARE..

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that's all.. im happier now that NO ONE IS TALKING TO ME

OR BUGGIN THE HELL OUT OF ME..

IM OFF TO LISTEN TO MY MUSIC THAT CALMS ME 

DOWN NO MATTER WHAT SITUATION I'M IN.. ♥

kthxbai